Hey everything, fuck you I hate everything you do to me I despise every lie I've come to believe And I hate every evil thing that I see This juxtaposition of good and bad Reminds me of the best and the worst dreams I've had I'm either too happy or fucking sad And I can't keep up with that And my job, what a shame Just a mountain of death filling up my brain I am always tied to the tracks of the train Desperately afraid of going insane And I'd like to take advantage of a flock of wild birds to make To make my escape from this planet And I'd like to take advantage of a flock of wild birds to make To make my escape from this planet Christ almighty I've been thirsty I'm forever fat and ugly Stumbling bumbling, bastard stubbly faces will always be hungry And I don't know if I am capable of helping anyone I am at the mercy of emotions of my better friends My better friends