I wonder what it's like To not wake up every day and think you wanna die There's things I'm tryna find A space between you and me, love and suicide Why am I still finding it so hard to smile? Why can't I find peace maybe just once in a while? I'm sensitive Except when I'm hiding shit My kitchen counter looked like Aspen when a blizzard hits Artificially confident Just tryna stay relevant Writing two words in a text I know I'll never say I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry (yeah) I wonder what it's like To fall in love and not fuck it up like every single time I'm hangin' onto every word you ever said Visions of you in my bed You're runnin' laps inside my head All these texts I never sent And we both know that what we had was colorful and so real I won't know just what you want if you don't tell me how you feel I'm sensitive (yeah) Except when I'm hiding shit My kitchen counter looked like Aspen when a blizzard hits Artificially confident (whoa) Just tryna stay relevant (whoa) Writing two words in a text I know I'll never say I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry Why am I still finding it so hard to smile? Why can't I find peace maybe just once in a while? Oh I'm sensitive Except when I'm hiding shit (when I'm hiding shit) My kitchen counter looked like Aspen when a blizzard hits (yeah, yeah, yeah) Artificially confident (whoa) Just tryna stay relevant (whoa) Writing two words in a text I know I'll never say I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry Yeah