Shut into night Falling to nowhere alone Cold like stone The child drowned in asphyxiation Lethargic That's all I feel about the world Isn't it so tragic? Indulging in helplessness that swirls And there's no way out Open your eyes Sinking shadows However far you go This is the reality Why can't I learn to be free? Please don't tell me that it was only me 'Cause I believed the pain you gave me could be love You made me so numb The more I try, the more I'm denied Schadenfreud Why should I be the one to be discarded? Dramatics, it only makes me sick Get lost in the beauty of discord