Boredom flying through my head Before crash landing in her bed Mysteries I'll never solve to watch my misery dissolve in a bath of time swimming down the drain Painful is addicted yeah, but suffering is unaware Of so-called friends who needle you into a place that is no use to know that they can profit from your pain Your higher mind says learn to wait But your god is asking you to stay No reason to trust anyone as evil heats wind from the sun to slow that time in your winded veins