I wanted you, I wasn't supposed to I stayed with you, 'cause you asked me to All the good, all the bad All the ugly and sad that you put me through I wanted you, somehow I still do Took my time to realise that I was never on your mind That all your love has ended up a lie My surrender to defeat Broke off every part of me Knowing that I'd never leave you God, it's so embarrassing that I would've done anything Even though I didn't need you You hurt me so damn slow Blisters they start to show And you know I wanted you, and I still do How dare you wait so long to break it? One year of us, six months you faked it Took my time to realise that I was never on your mind That all your love has ended up a lie My surrender to defeat Broke off every part of me Knowing that I'd never leave you God, it's so embarrassing that I would've done anything Even though I didn't need you You hurt me so damn slow Blisters they start to show And you know I wanted you, and I still do You hurt me so damn slow Bilsters they start to show Drained all the blood I owned Wore me down to the bone My surrender to defeat Broke off every part of me Knowing that I'd never leave you God, it's so embarrassing that I would've done anything Even though I didn't need you You hurt me so damn slow Blisters they start to show And you know I wanted you, and I still do I wanted it It to be you