Y'know sometimes, sometimes I feel so tired I can't eat I can't sleep So tired The pressure builds and builds Seems like there's no release The things I see go unnoticed by some But fill my eyes with horror Anger, and guilt, and frustration, and depression Makes waking up every day harder and harder I work my fingers to the bone just to survive I gotta get money so I can have a home So I can breathe, eat and live in this society I don't even like money And I gotta work every day just to feed myself God it makes me sick I just wanna curl up into a hole and die This, this isn't worth it! I need a raise man! I can't survive on this pay anymore! I can't live on this! I'm hungry, and I'm frustrated And I can't eat, dammit! God! I look for you to help, and I don't see no help And I see no thoughts, no looks, no praise! You don't care, you don't love me! I only love myself No one will love me like I love me Life's been swell now I want to die My body, it hurts me, sigh after sigh I call it torture, you call it life A slave to money and everything I despise Like everyone in general Fuck, eat, sleep, destroy Just about the only things you fucking enjoy I am a disposable being who will fuck all life I multiply and the air gets thinner and dirty I take up space, I smell, I consume But I produce nothing, I abuse I have no reason to exist The toilet's clogged in this world of shit I breathe filth everyday Living fucks up my brain Why? Why did I wake up today? My eyes are heavy Why? Why must I see this face? Your life is ugly Why? Why must I buy these things? I don't want them Tension, tension Frustration, alone Tension, despair, tension All these pressures on my life