Am
Yeah


[Verse 1]
Am
I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
        G
I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
     F
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
        E7
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah

  Am
I battle with depression, but the question still remains
        G
Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
       F
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
           E7
Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay

Am
Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
         G
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
         F                                  E7
And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me


[Chorus]
                    Am                          G
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
      F                                              E7
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
  Am                       G                      F
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
      E7
I'm a popular, popular monster

Am

[Verse 2]

  Am
I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
      G
Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace
         F
I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
         E7
How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?

      Am
Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
    G
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
       F
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
           E7
Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay

 Am
Okay, motherfucker, now you got my attention
          G
I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
            F
And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
      N.C
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified

Am
I fell asleep at the wheel again
G
Crashed my car just to feel again
    F                                   E7
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me


[Chorus]
                    Am                          G
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
      F                                              E7
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
  Am                       G                      F
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
      E7
I'm a popular, popular fucking monster


[Breakdown]
Am
Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh
Am
We're sick and tired of wondering
Am
Praying to a god that you don't believe
Am
We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
Am                            N.C.
So the question I ask is, oh, where the fuck is your god now?

Am Dm Am Dm
(these chords align with the synth in the background, not the guitar riff or bassline)


[Chorus]
                    N.C.
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
      N.C
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
  Am                       G                      F
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
      E7
I'm a popular, popular monster

Am G

[Outro]
      F                                              E7
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster

Am