I want to tear my thorn away The shadow of my end Once more I see less than yesterday The vision escapes I cry for oblivion The obscure image embracing me Alone I can't heal what once was scarred Still reminder Slowly - I spread myself open Willing - To float through this rain Slowly - This emptiness is turning to pain Again - I draw back in fear Deep inside me something always screams But I hide it all under my skin I wouldn't want to masquerade Deep inside me something always screams But I just keep myself still I can't care of anything anymore Injured by a blade of black As I tear my chest open Take this dream I hold It's cracked and it tears me Take it as I hold up for you I don't want it anymore Maybe I've just always been The one to await the dawn shall not rise I don't want to be To exist in the world of lies