I don't like to wake up Now that I'm a grown up I'm never where I wanna be Yeah Try to keep my nose clean Make my mama proud of me Don't think about my fantasies But I've been living two lives One of 'em's in my mind That's how I spend my free time I'm runnin' out of white lies And I'm runnin' out of white lines Yeah If you wanna know why I gotta such a bad side I keep 'em on my bad side I ask myself every night Would I want a different life? If you could take a pill and make it go away Would you change your face, your race, your weight? Wake up and say, Fuck it, I don’t care what they say? Would you rather be straight, have a different last name? Never run away or make your parents mistakes? Have a love that lasting getting out of your head? Never do another drug, never drink again? Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends? Wake up, heads up I said open up your pill box What you eat and what you love Open up your pill box If only we could write these up Open up your pill box I wish I had magic drugs Open up your pill box If only we could write these up As much as I may want to I can't ever love you 'Cause we don't like the same things Yeah I have a lot of secrets Making love to my demons Dying on the defense with a reason 'Cause I've been living two lives One of 'em's in my mind That's how I spend my free time I'm runnin' out of white lies And I'm runnin' out of white lines Yeah If you wanna know why I gotta such a bad side I keep 'em on my bad side I ask myself every night Would I want a different life? If you could take a pill and make it go away Would you change your face, your race, your weight? Wake up and say, Fuck it, I don’t care what they say? Would you rather be straight, have a different last name? Never run away or make your parents mistakes? Have a love that lasting getting out of your head? Never do another drug, never drink again? Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends? Wake up, heads up I said open up your pill box What you eat and what you love Open up your pill box If only we could write these up Open up your pill box I wish I had magic drugs Open up your pill box If only we could write these up