Self-medicate, self deprecate Self-help books on the shelf, help meditate Hard on myself, friends can't relate Time is your friend, can't reciprocate Times up come on out Now I'm trapped in the grass Not gonna laugh, not gonna go home Not ready for the crash Heavy body frozen Hand on my wrist Hand on my cold shoulder Skies open up, I think I got a little older Older Older Sweatin' on a page Sweatin' through the maze Gettin' out the keys To the place That I thought I put away Million dollar days, in a sort a way I had to get away to come back Time's up come on out The river ran clean as a dream so I swam in its fountain The fast went hard in the jungle on a mountain Fast was the beat of my heart In the back of my mind was a beautiful, truthful shouting You can let go That weight you carry with ya (ooh, ooh, ooh) Once and for all Once and for all Welcome back, that's at least one big monkey off my back Knew I'd get around to it I can't forget the sound of it But six feet of snow in the snowbanks? No thanks Time's up come on out Now I'm on my side I'm on my side Livin' life right Dark was the night But you know what? Bright is the light as above, so below And through You can let go That weight you carry with ya (ooh, ooh, ooh) Once and for all Once and for all You can let go That weight you carry with ya (ooh, ooh, ooh) Once and for all Once and for al