Sometimes I don't feel quite myself here Sometimes I don't feel like it's my home Would like to be in a place where I'm free A place I call my own Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped in my spider's web And each thread is in itself a problem So I try to break free, untangled then But I'm back to where I started from Oh, if only I were a butterfly I could fly so high Right past the sky And let go my fears Let go my despairs I would give them to the air Without a care I walk alone in the dark And I wonder through the night I lie to look up high to see the starry sky It gives me strength to know There's peace somewhere up there So quite, so undisturbed, I'm mystified In my bed I lie awake And I'm dreaming of that land So far away from me It makes me want to cry Myself to sleep, with plans that Pray for the day for I die Oh, if only I were a butterfly I could fly so high Right past the sky And let go my fears Let go my despairs I would give them to the air Without a care