When I think about her, I just get down. Knowing that she doesn't want me around. Maybe if she would try. Things would work out. But I know that it's useless to maintain this state of hopelessness cuz when i see her.. she said she's got better things too do. Masturbations' left me alone. I can't even talk to myself on the phone. Maybe if she would try. Things would work out. But i know that it's useless to think that she'd love me Cuz she is a stupid bitch an' she said she's got better guys to do. My heads spinning around I can't think about it. Maybe I'm someone she... she can't understand.