As I'm doing my hair Preparing for another day A kiss upon my cheek He's here reluctantly Ask if I'm gonna be out late And I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls (boys) A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know Where I'm about to go And we know it very well I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer