Well there is something about watching a crime It makes me wanna go out and make it all mine It's something about seeing you fight It makes me wanna go out tonight I got a bad disease I got a bad disease to fall into Yeah it's true There's something about seeing him die That puts it all into perspective, and I Wanna stay home, be left alone Someone make my mind up so I don't have to decide I got a bad disease I got a bad disease to fall into Yeah I do There's some reason why I can't sit still Every waking moment I feel so unfulfilled I drive and I drown, but I don't know how Baby, when I'm dreaming, if it's less like I'm sleeping Oh my God I got a bad disease I got a bad disease, it's got me down On my knees There's a fear I have, a feeling real bad I'm final if I find out that I'm not, I'll be sad I try to cry to thoughts in the night Oh, they got me thinking I'd be happier just drinkin' It's not true I got a bad disease I got a bad disease, it's got me down On my knees I got a bad disease Will no-one help me please? Not even you?