I want to steal your candlelight I don't want to borrow it just need to get it all Without your failures Without your dark, bad memories Six thousand faces in colourlights I love attention & I want to be the stroke of the day I've sat alone and want to kill the passers by I deserve your feet Am I lonely, queer, a cheater, a loser I love you father because you're my dad Give me Back the feel that I'm the only one Give me back my illusion cause otherwise I Die I'm so far away from golden gates but there's a door that no one tried before I wanna know If I can stand proud behind my shadow In a way I used to I wanna know If I learned anything at all Behind my shadow in a way I did all of those little words Pieces of planet earth They're Hanging on me They fight with me They're Sleeping in me They run with me I wanna know if my shadow could be proud ...It is then but not for now I thought of stealing your candlelight and going But it's such an ordinary candlelight Without a light of my ow I'm just an empty shell And It's a big deal to be nothing for yourself Without a light of my own I'm a cover with black jeans hoping Black will never be "out"