Mind's gone blank thinking what I should be doing Don't think I don't hear what you say Gonna stop walking backwards today Familar voice sends me over the rainbow This time I'm not gonna lie Gonna find a quiet place to cry All the excuses, no plain emotion Maybe I'm just too proud I'm waiting for some kind of sign to show me I didn't speak too loud too loud Snow coming down but you might be forgiven Thinking it's summer outside How can you say I don't try? I don't try I'm on my way to find That it might be dark as a cloud, a cloud filled sky I thought that the magpies were working together Trying to bring me down Just when I thought that this love could be over One landed on the ground I've had an idea, it's time I found one I'm not giving you away I'll start to move forwards today