This bleak and unbearable world Has left me cold and wanting I need someone to make me feel. real. now! Submerged and trapped beneath the ice, Without your light, without your eyes I keep looking to find myself in me again Alive in spite of it all One with her Once i aim for the win I’ll find a way All of my angels are right here with me Hold me as i ache from the things i have seen I have all my angels and i am not alone Wake me if i turn to stone But i will not go quietly It’s not my time ‘s not meant to be What can i do to make you hear. me. now?! I touch the white upon the window sill Cracks are spidering across the glass No one will see me if i hold perfectly still This sense of hopelessness will surely pass For reasons i have yet to understand I know the world in ways i can’t explain What i can see, it’s like the ocean next to land It all seems futile and in vain