I don't want to have to build this I don't want to have to fit in I don't want to have to need someone But I do.. I don't want to have to attract boys I don't want to have to be here I don't want to have to eat to fill the hole But I do.. But it's better than nothing at all But it's better than nothing at all I don't want to have to be angry at you I don't want to have to blame it on my father I don't want to have feel sick around you But I do.. I don't want to ever fall in love I don't want to feel so insecure I don't want to have to write this to explain Still I do This feels better than nothing at all...