They send me away to find them a fortune
A chest filled with diamonds and gold
The house was awake, the shadows and monsters
The hallways, they echoed and groaned

I-I-I sat alone, in bed till the morning
I'm crying: They're coming for me
And I tried to hold these secrets inside me
My mind's like a deadly disease
(I'm bigger than my body)
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to

Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
(I'm colder than this home)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
(I'm meaner than my demons)
(I'm bigger than these bones)

It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
(And all the kids cried out)
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
(Please stop, please stop)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place

(Scaring me, scaring me)
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
(I can't I can't)
And all the please stop, please stop me
You're scaring me, I can't help this awful awful energy
God damn right, you should be scared of me

Who is in control?
I paced around for hours on empty
(It's my party and I'll cry if I want to)
I jumped at the slightest of sounds
(Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)

And I-I-I couldn't stand the person inside me
(I'll cry until the candles burn down this place)
I turned all the mirrors around
(I'll cry until my pity party's in flames)
(I'm bigger than my body)

It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
(I'm colder than this home)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames

(I'm meaner than my demons)
(I'm bigger than these bones)
And all the
I'm laughing, I'm crying (awful)
It feels like I'm dying (energy)

I'm laughing, I'm crying (awful)
It feels like I'm dying (energy)
I'm laughing, I'm crying (awful)
It feels like I'm dying (energy)
I'm dying, I'm dying

Please stop, please stop me
You're scaring me, I can't help this awful awful energy
God damn right, you should be scared of me
Who is in control?

I'm well acquainted with villains that live in my head
(It's my party and I'll cry if I want to)
They beg me to write them so they'll never die when I'm dead
(I'll cry until my pity party's in flames)