Here me calling, I'm free falling What is wrong and right now Lord I need some light now Show me, am I living a lie Was it all for glory That I wrote my story I've been trying Always fighting Thought it made me stronger Now I fight no longer There's a boy I used to know He was different from me There was nothing that he Thought he couldn't do, no no There's this boy I used to see Now I see him no more If he's gone forever I don't wanna know Don't know when it really started Was it my one way out From the broken hearted Growing older made me colder As I lost direction Struggling for perfection There's a boy I used to know He was different from me There was nothing that he Thought he couldn't do, no no There's this boy I used to see Now I see him no more If he's gone forever I don't wanna know I'm wide open now I'll make it somehow Let go of my defenses Floating through the air There's a boy I used to know He was different from me There was nothing that he Thought he couldn't do, no There's this boy I used to see Now I see him no more If he's gone forever I don't wanna know (There's a boy) (I was here) (He had to go) He had to go (There's this boy (I used to see) If he's gone forever I don't wanna know I don't really wanna know