I light a fire on this night I still envision your face smile It's hard to let it go when In this crazy circumstance I just want it all to end It's hard to just let it go And I know you see the way I live my life you know I'll be just Fine but still I miss you so damn hard Miss you so damn hard And days seem shorter than they are Nights seem colder no wonder When I feel numb I've got to let it go And I fight through the night In a dream I hear your voice in My head in my head There you are still smiling at me Though I know you're not here And I know I've got to let it go