hajimete kita no ni nazedaka yotta kioku ga aru yo na sake to tabako to andi woohoru sumi no kauntaa kara shisen kanjite furimuku samishigari ya ga me wo sorasu dareka wo matteru wake ja nai guuzen tobira wo aketa oroka na onna no monogatari kikasete ageru doko de atta'n dakke? naze natsukashii'n darou? anata no sono manazashi mune ga kurushiku natta marude tooi maboroshi ikkai kurai wa kisu shitakke? itsumo no choudai to ieba nani ga dete kuru no darou? ai ka namida ka sazankonfooto sonna katte na mousou yoru wa shizuka ni fuketeku hoodzue wo tsuite hitori kiri imasara kitai wo shitenai yo gurasu wo yukkuri akete mukashi no otoko no uramigoto waratte kureru? nande naita'n dakke? kikkake ga atta deshou? watashi wa nakitsukarete nemutte shimatta rashii are wa natsu no raimei sorekkiri dakedo hagu shitakke? dokoka de dareka to dareka ga dounika natte wasurerareteku aimai ni tada no omoi sugoshi ka watashi no decchiage ka chotto yowatteru mitai doko de atta'n dakke? naze natsukashii'n darou? anata no sono manazashi mune ga kurushiku natta marude tooi maboroshi ikkai kurai wa kisu shitakke?