nasakenai mainichi tada haradatashikute kobushi de chikaku no kabe wo nagutta sono itami sae mo nanimo kanjizu ni onaji koto kurikaeshiteru ikiru koto no subete ga umaku ikazu ima iru kono sekai wo kowashite shimaitakatta isso no koto (nakunareba ii jibun no yume) kiete shimae (hajime kara minakya yokatta) nigitteru sono yubi ni nijinderu akai chi wa shiranu ma ni kizutsuita genjitsu raku wo shite youryou yoku negai nado kanau ka senaka wa misenai yo masshoumen kara dare no sei demo nai warui no wa jibun da ikari wo dokoka ni butsuketakatta me no mae no kabe wo omoikiri nagureba sore dake de ki ga sumu no ka? yaritai koto yarenai jinsei nanka ha wo kuishibatte gaman shi tatte imi ga nai shitteru yo (makeinu na'n da kanashii kedo) raku ni narou (akiramete shimaeba ii'n da) nemurenai nagai yoru tenjou wo nagameteta mejiri kara namida ga afure dasu yo shinu made no nanjuunen koukai wa shinai ka mou ichido mukiaou masshoumen kara abaretara (mawari no dareka tomete kureru) yarinaose to (sou itte kureru'n ja nai ka) isso no koto (nakunareba ii jibun no yume) kiete shimae (hajime kara minakya yokatta) nigitteru sono yubi ni nijinderu akai chi wa shiranu ma ni kizutsuita genjitsu raku wo shite youryou yoku negai nado kanau ka senaka wa misenai yo masshoumen kara