Drugs stopped working when I was born But all the fairy dust I breathe Is doing nothing to relieve The strife of broken Autumn leaves in the sand I'm still high on the music As my inner child cries For she may lose it And the incense in my eyes Can't save the sin between your thighs Because you stabbed me with your lies You're not the only one that's broken Whore, fuck your drugs I introduced you anyway You're a slave Spun undone, I met you in an alleyway And I'm never okay Cos I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together My bones are scratched and so forlorn And all the Prozac that I take Is only lulling me to make up This forced smile that is fake for all the doctors But I'll get by For the music Stand as an object So they can use it So go snort your loved white powder I'll just play my music louder And get my drugs from the counter at the pharmacy Whore, fuck your drugs I introduced you anyway You're a slave Spun undone, I met you in an alleyway And I'm never okay Cos I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together Oh, I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together Oh, I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together Oh, I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together And they'll never know