I took a turn so harsh and mean I was confused at how to be It was a normal time for you But such an awkward time for me And now I'm sitting, blinking, feeling, watching, spinning out of my control It came through rumbling down on me Before I had a chance to think There's nothing else for me to do But to embrace it at the speed of - heart is pounding, mind is racing, eyes are rolling, everything went dark Rolling, tumbling, rushing through to do enough Fumbling, clumsily trying to keep up It's getting close enough to see And I can hear it taunting me It's something bigger than I am It's saying catch me if you can And for some reason I just really, really, think I can You were nowhere to be found You were not there You were just there, now you're gone You must not care I was not so upset that you were not there It was about time to realize you did not care