I'm wide awake laying here in my bed
I'm thinking back on all the ways
I probably fucked up again
I wish that somebody could save me
I know nobody can
I'm trying to read you like a book
But all your pages are bent

I'm just trying to make you happy
But I'm sad
Trying to win your heart again
'Cause I lost that
Ballin' out on Instagram
'Cause you watch that

But you gave me another fucking nosebleed
Go ahead and hit me harder, darling do it
'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm
Another fucking nosebleed
Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling
'Cause I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding
'Cause I'm bleeding
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, cause I'm
Yeah

(So I've been thinking about this for a long time
And I... I think it's probably best if we just stop this shit
'Cause it's... it's really fuck up with my head
Fuck up with my head
Fuck up with my head)

You know I don't fuck around with my exes
It's weird trying to make an exception
You leave me on read for a week with my message
You might aswell just get a fucking reception
Well maybe it's better I just lay it out
Remember that weekend you came to my house
Yeah, while you were asleep
With your head on my shirt
You also came up on my roomate's tinder
Funny, never thought I'd care
'Cause that's the way we met
And now you're playing with my hair
And it feels good, I'll admit it
But I know there's other bitches
That would actually care

But you gave me another fucking nosebleed
Go ahead and hit me harder, darling do it
'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm
Another fucking nosebleed
Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling
'Cause I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding
'Cause I'm bleeding
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, cause I'm
Yeah