Gone, I couldn't murder your promise Right before my eyes The revolutions of my psychosis Kept me outta the way Once inside, all I hold is ash Fall, suppressing every feeling I'm in so much pain I have every fuckin' right to hate you I can't take it! The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you My demise! I took a life worth living And made it worth a mockery! I deny! I fold, but they keep on coming (Stop) I'm always ready to die But you're killing me! Who are you to me? Who am I to you? Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence? By default, you are my only link to the outside Psychosomatic suicide Where were you when I was down? Can you show me a way To face everyday with this face - goodbye My demise, I took a life worth living and Made it worth a mockery I deny, I fold, but they keep on coming (Stop) I'm always ready to die But you're killing me When I blur my eyes, they make the whole World breathe, I see you fucking me And I am absolutely controlling every urge To mutilate, the one and only answer So much for memories I wanna dress in your insecurities And be the perfect you, I'm through I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe Here we go, the ultimate irony