We're always, too always in doubt Works on me She's nowhere, she mainlines, helps me out Now I can speak Was heard, not seen, wasted, nothing's free Was black, was bruised, fucked up, twenty two Was fucked, twenty two I'm amazed you eat, you sleep, you function at all 'Cause my aim's so weak that I'd fail to get into my arm Was made the first to laugh Tried but the tribute short changed kindness Flowers and silence Was made the first to laugh Charmed but the weather broke me sober I've never been colder Seen braver, seemed braver since then But never been No favours, no saviours, no sense It's not in me So nothing's free, ghostdrunk, out of reach So action this, cared less, never missed And you preach, you teach, did I learn you nothing at all? I'm too dumb to see but you stooped for someone this small Was made the first to laugh Tried but the tribute shot me priceless Flowers and silence Was made the first to laugh Charmed but the weather broke me sober I've never been colder You'll always be closing me down Works on me Denied me, remind me I'm soldout Just skin and teeth Left black and bruised, fucked up, nothing new Was heard, not seen, wasted, nothing's free