I see the world Through eyes of desperation I never knew how long I'd fall But I fell through years and years of darkness Still I cannot seem to hit the ground I let my guard down And you caught me by surprise Nothing is ever carved in stone Will I spend my life Wondering What could have been? (If I didn't throw it away) Or will I struggle on And find a better path For myself (For myself) I build my life Upon decades of experience But what I build for years Took days for you to raze In the end I learned that one single snowflake Can set an avalanche in motion Some questions are dangerous The truth is not an option This is the illusion I pulled down over your eyes But I let my guard down And you caught me by surprise Nothing is ever carved in stone Will I spend my life Wondering What could have been? (If I didn't throw it away) Or will I struggle on And find a better path For myself (For myself) I secure my every steep Slowly I advance away from you How can I forgive you? When it wasn't your foult Will I spend my life Wondering What could have been? Will I spend my life Wondering What could have been? (If I didn't throw it away) Or will I struggle on And find a better path For myself (For Myself) Will I spend my life Wondering What could have been? (if I didn't throw it away) Or will I struggle on And find a better path For myself (For myself)