My happiness crawling in the bottom of this pool just another day throw your prayers away your not alone thru your fingers your life just slips away I fight my personal war in the end there is no score my life just slipped away another ounce of heaven a waste box of twisted love trembling hands lift me to a world far above taking on a whole new shape my whole world drifts away now I feel the orders and I must obey ??????????? drunken ass all day to a bar the more things change the more things stay the same this drug is just another game I play with my soul to lose all control and wait for death to take me away