Today's different Different than before I just tore out the page From the age of the ruin I can't honor you, too sick to follow through I just wasted too much time Insanity's not worth a dime I can't honor you, too sick to follow through I just wasted too much time Vanity's not worth a dime Look at me right now Pity me, resolve Pay for me, absolve Look at me right now Right now, right now And all deceits not worth the fucked up mystery I 'd follow you around but this time it's history