Where am I to run When it's colder than its Ever been before And I feel I don't know you Really anymore So I cry and I call But no one ever hears And I can't hear your voice Ringing in my ears And I thought that I could fly With the wings of my father Stretched up to the sky And the words that you said Forever you and I Now they feel like some island I will never see And I'll stop looking up For rescue planes for me Could I fix these wings All the wax and the plume Have nearly fallen out And my father's nowhere To help me figure out If a word I could say Would ever change your mind So I walk on the water And sink down every time And the words that I sing Feel so fucking dumb 'Cause I know that your heart Has already come and gone So I fill up my life With every broken thing But I come back to you The one who makes me sing