C
5Th of November
                  Em
When I walked you home
            Am
That's when I nearly said it
                              F
But then said "Forget it, you fool"
         C
Do you remember?
             Em
You probably don't
            Am
'Cause the sparks in the sky
                                   F   G
Took a hold of your eyes while we spoke

C
Yesterday, drank way too much
           Am
And stayed up too late
                       Dm
Started to write but I wanna say
                         G
Deleted the message, but I still remember it said

  C                                  Em
I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight
                          Dm
Wish I was the reason you stay up 'til 3

And you can't fall asleep
F                   G
Waiting for me to reply
  C                                     Em
I wish I was more than just someone you walk by
                           Dm
Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open

Instead of just hoping
F                              Fm
You'd feel what I'm feeling inside

          C
April the 7th
                Em
And nothing has changed
     Am 
It's hard to get by
                                   F
When you're still on my mind every day
            C
Sometimes I question
                Em
If you feel the same?
       Am
Do we make stupid jokes?
                                       F     G
Trying to hide that we're both too afraid to say

  C                                  Em
I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight
                          Dm
Wish I was the reason you stay up 'til 3

And you can't fall asleep
F                   G
Waiting for me to reply
  C                                     Em
I wish I was more than just someone you walk by
                           Dm
Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open

Instead of just hoping
F                              
You'd feel what I'm feeling inside

Dm
Oh, and here we go again
    G
Destroy myself to keep my friend
Em                                        F
Hiding away 'cause I was afraid you'd say no
  Dm
I wonder if I cross your mind
G
Half as much as you do mine
     Em
If I tell you the truth

What will I lose?
        F   Fm
I don't know

  C                                      Em
I wish I'd sent you that drunk text that midnight
                     Dm
I was just scared it would ruin our friendship

But I really meant it
F                        Fm
I wonder how you would reply