C
Awkward, this is awkward
C
I don't what to say
I haven't written a letter
In about a year I think on the day
Your box is in my attic
With the journal I wrote when we'd date
It's weird now, years later
With my pen on a page
[Pre-Chorus]
G
And though I know
We don't talk much
F
I've worked though all the trauma
G
And I really hope you're okay
F
And want to reconnect someday
G
It's obvious I've hurt your feelings
F
There's no excuse I was unappealing
G F
And you have every reason to be mad at me
[Chorus]
G F
I get that I've created somе scars
G
With the words I spoke and with my guitar
F
But I miss when wе'd lay under the stars
G
You really were so lovely
F
I don't fully know why we fell out
G
But I think it had to do with my mouth
F
I couldn't keep it shut and shut down
C
You had every right leave me
[Verse 2]
C
I'm tired, really tired
Still not sure what to say
I don't think you really knew me
Think you fell for the me in your brain
[Pre-Chorus]
G F
And that's not fair for either of us
We deserve better
G
And I really hope you're okay
F
And want to reconnect someday
[Chorus]
G F
I get that I've created some scars
G
With the words I spoke and with my guitar
F
But I miss when we'd lay under the stars
G
You really were so lovely
F
I don't fully know why we fell out
G
But I think it had to do with my mouth
F
I couldn't keep it shut and shut down
G
You had every right leave me
[Bridge]
G
I don't know why I'm writing this letter
F
It's been two years I should know better
G
You needed some space and I get that
F
But all I want is my best friend back
G
I try to move on but with no luck
F
'Cause every time I pass you I get restuck
G
And you probably hate me anyway
But I really just needed to say
[Outro]
G F
I hope I gave you space to move on
G
Please say sorry for me to your mom
F
And even though we didn't date long
You meant so much to me
G F
I hope this song can bring you some peace
G
Cause my other ones were not quite so sweet
F
We both deserve so much better things
N.C.
Thank you for being my first everything
