C
Awkward, this is awkward
C
I don't what to say

I haven't written a letter

In about a year I think on the day

Your box is in my attic

With the journal I wrote when we'd date

It's weird now, years later

With my pen on a page


[Pre-Chorus]
 G
And though I know

We don't talk much
     F
I've worked though all the trauma
    G
And I really hope you're okay
    F
And want to reconnect someday
     G
It's obvious I've hurt your feelings
        F
There's no excuse I was unappealing
     G                                 F
And you have every reason to be mad at me


[Chorus]
G                            F
I get that I've created somе scars
                                   G
With the words I spoke and with my guitar
                                   F
But I miss when wе'd lay under the stars
                         G
You really were so lovely
                               F
I don't fully know why we fell out
                                 G
But I think it had to do with my mouth
                                 F
I couldn't keep it shut and shut down
                                C
You had every right leave me


[Verse 2]
 C
I'm tired, really tired

Still not sure what to say

I don't think you really knew me

Think you fell for the me in your brain


[Pre-Chorus]
G                                 F
And that's not fair for either of us

We deserve better
    G
And I really hope you're okay
    F
And want to reconnect someday


[Chorus]
G                            F
I get that I've created some scars
                                        G
With the words I spoke and with my guitar
                                   F
But I miss when we'd lay under the stars
                             G
You really were so lovely
                               F
I don't fully know why we fell out
                                 G
But I think it had to do with my mouth
                                 F
I couldn't keep it shut and shut down
                            G
You had every right leave me


[Bridge]
 G
I don't know why I'm writing this letter
     F
It's been two years I should know better
    G
You needed some space and I get that
    F
But all I want is my best friend back
  G
I try to move on but with no luck
       F
'Cause every time I pass you I get restuck
    G
And you probably hate me anyway

But I really just needed to say


[Outro]
G                               F
I hope I gave you space to move on
                                 G
Please say sorry for me to your mom
                                 F
And even though we didn't date long

You meant so much to me
G                                   F
I hope this song can bring you some peace
                                       G
Cause my other ones were not quite so sweet
                                F
We both deserve so much better things
 N.C.
Thank you for being my first everything