You wanted everything, you got it you got it, your soul departed
Ready to die instead, surrender was days away, or not, I guess

This lonely place, time expires at a snail's pace
Taking the long way home, rudderless
Thread the needle, inches from death
Taking the long way down to sassaquin to sweat the fever out

Then you got back from hell and brought it back with you
Every move is suspect, another crack in the division bell
"These things take time, you need to be patient."
As I'm pulling my legs off of spiders

It's all talk, it's all excuses, 'm put to the test when you take flight
Always blaming someone, don't blame me
You're staying off of it, you honest-to-god it
Now you're back where you started
In the bathroom hiding
Thought I was blinded, I did nothing about it

It's always you just got out
Your life's struggle but I can't shut my mouth
If this town's your highness, this time let it be me asking for the bullet between the king's eyes

Then you got back from hell and brought it back with you
Every move is suspect, another crack in the division bell
Sayin' "these things take time, you need to be patient."
As I'm pulling my legs off of spiders

You see me talking, but it's just sentences
I put to the death my own advice
Always blaming someone, don't blame me, I blame myself.
I see so much of myself in you
Always blaming someone, don't blame me
I blame myself, for nothin'