Can’t stop this shaking and my nerves revived distractions that jaded my wandering eye

Please take me

Vectors?
Who could be hosting this virus I contracted by leering their lives through the first person

I never seem to tell

How could I ever tell how they stand with emotions?

I’d seize and stall
After all, I’ve lived to see this non existence through

I can’t stop this shaking and my nerves revived distractions that jaded my wandering eye

Please take me back

Strange how mazes are built despite the pigeon hole mapping out my life
Decomposing from the outside in
The outside in
The inside

Sectors?
I have not explored this realm of mine and there's a sign I’m just crazy
La la la la la
I never seem to tell

How could I ever tell?

Smile wide until it’s time
That time stops and shows I’ve lost it all

Wait! This wasn’t meant to be
Not my reality!

I sold out my soul thinking that I’d become whole
Once I’d left this thought filled prison

Strange how mazes are built despite the pigeon hole mapping out my life
Decomposing from the outside in
The outside in...the inside

Sediments are all that’s left
There’s been a vanishing
I lost myself long ago and found something serene

I’m a drifter; always been
And now the circle meets

Nothing starts from something and something starts from nothing
I’ll collapse until my mind conceives conditions

(Conditions)

(We are all making mistakes)

Strange how mazes are built despite the pigeon hole mapping out my life
Decomposing from the outside in