I'm strung out and I'm sentimental
On Blackfriars Bridge hoping that it's all over
Check my pulse to see if I still living
Cos I feel death get closer

My racing mind
My bloodshot eyes
Tell the truth or end up in despair
My fucking pain
It's easy to see
That it is my cross to bear

I hit rock bottom
But that was last autumn
Now I keeping myself in line
I hit the rock bottom
But now I'm back at em
Taking each day at a time

This is Holiness
This my alibi
This is addiction
This is my last try

Lost count of how many times I cried out for help
Said I needed a doctor
Check me in and I'll check out
Cos I'm fucked going over and over

My racing mind
My bloodshot eyes
Tell a tale of woe and loss and despair
My fucking pain
Is easy to see
And it is my cross to bear

I hit rock bottom
But that was last autumn
Now I'm keeping myself in line
I hit rock bottom
But now I'm back at em
Taking each day at a time

This is Holiness
This my alibi
This is addiction
This is my last try