For a second, I thought I found someone true
And he left me for another girl, that's nothing new
And sometimes I get happy, then I fail
I swear if I keep living, I'll be in jail
'Cause all these bad decisions
They make me lose my vision
Why do I have to be the one to lose?
And why can't I be the one to choose to die?
It's not fair
I wish you were here

Pain's when I'm stuck on you, but you're not stuck on me
And love's when you wanna give up 'cause you can hardly breathe
And giving up was never an option, but now I have no choice
'Cause there won't be a you and me, toxicity

For a second, I thought that it was real
Till I realize it's with you I just can't heal
And sometimes I can't take it anymore
And we fight like we're at war
You said that I've been changing
You even said I'm going crazy
Why do you never even take the blame
For once, you left me to feel ashamed for months
It's not fair
But you don't care

Pain's when I'm stuck on you, but you're not stuck on me
And love's when you wanna give up 'cause you can hardly breathe
And giving up was never an option, but now I have no choice
'Cause there won't be a you and me, toxicity
No, there won't be a you and me, toxicity