So tired
Of being tired and drunk and lonely
I hate myself in the morning
Yeah so much more in the morning

When the guilt swells
Through my stomach and my heart beats through my ears
And all the little things that I ignore
Seem to be more real

I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go

All the records I've been playing
Tell me to stay this way and all the ones I love give up on me
The tried they hardest but failed so miserably

I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
My heart was fast but your head was quicker and we watched it all go
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go

My timeline
Is running out fast
My future will never beat my past
And I still can't work out
How to make my money last
Oh all the things I thought that I could be
Get less and less as each new day begins

I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
My heart was fast but your head was quicker and we watched it all go
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go