have all of the choices I have made
buried all, if any chances at grace
how i long for the glory days
what could have been
and what well never see

Im walking the path of the damned for a taste of fufilment
thinking im better off somplace far removed from all of you

mistakes were made, still haunting me
was it his dismay? that made you choose to up and leave.
giving up on all your hopes and dreams
well those mistake, they taught me all I need to know
about giving up and letting go of friends.

Now i can only wish the best for you
and hope you find a reason to pursue
all the passions that carried you,
through those years
through the fear of letting go
and the pains of every show
those sleepless nights of driving through the snow
knowing that together we make this home

If this is the end then so be it
Abandon van and walk away
running in circles im bound by confusion, never will i understand this conclusion
forever youll be swallowed by guilt, burdened by what could have been.