Maybe you're not sad enough

I'm afraid of medication, but I think I should be on it
I keep trying meditation, but if I'm being honest
Doing anything that's good for me makes me wanna vomit
I'm sorry for the mess I made, I'll clean it in the morning

I don't need your help
You can keep the Gary Vees and TED Talks to yourself
I'm glad it's going well
But I've been to Heaven, it's happier in Hell

Maybe you're not sad enough
Maybe I should suck it up
I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
Most days, I'm a devil, today, I'm a God
Maybe you're not sad enough
Or maybe I should give it up

I-I-I barely even drink, I quit the hard stuff like six years ago
And I'm starting to think that gеtting sober hasn't helped at all
Thеy say the grass is greener, but I kind of miss the chemicals
Sorry, I'm not perfect yet, I swear it's nothing personal

I don't need your help
You can keep the Pelotons and cleanses to yourself
I'm glad it's going well
But I've been to Heaven, it's happier in Hell

Maybe you're not sad enough
Maybe I should suck it up
I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
Most days, I'm a devil, today, I'm a God
Maybe you're not sad enough
Or maybe I should give it up

Maybe you're not sad enough
Maybe I should suck it up
I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
Most days, I'm a devil, today, I'm a God
Maybe you're not sad enough
Or maybe I should give it up