So many times,fucked up been stuck
too many lies to keep locked up
i've made these mistakes for that i'll pay
you wait and see
self destruction seems to be the only way

Chorus-

the truth are lies in me
anger leads misery

I'll try so hard to change from day to day
falling back is all i know
this book is broken upon,
the time of death is chosen
falling down,no turning back now
I've tried so hard through the years,
I've tried so hard but only failed
feels like im always stuck in here,
my mind this hell
i feel its time to make a change
this time we'll see
i say to you
dont hold your breath
you will regret
i've made an attempt,
for that i should make a change
self destruction lies
i know what you want from me,
i cannot be what you want