In this holy emptiness
I am yearning
Searching for my bitterness
Got me learning

I can't beat you to feel the same
Don't have the knowledge
Enter a state of guilt and shame
Kind of bondage

When you came through that door
This was burning

When you came through that door
This was burning

I feel and I feel
And I fear

I fear that you will leave me
Is that forbidden feelings
I cry when you despise me
Is that a forbidden feelings
It hurts when you disgrace me
Is that forbidden feelings
Or am i just selfish

Loosing every grip i've got
You will leave me
I tried to show you another spot
So you'd believe me

Open eyes for what you like
Me they're closed for
I'm sorry for this view
I guess it's nothing to go for

When you walk through that door
This will bleed

When you walk through that door
This will bleed

I feel and I feel
And I fear

I fear that you will leave me
Is that forbidden feelings
I cry when you despise me
Is that forbidden feelings
It hurts when you disgrace me
Is that forbidden feelings
Or am i just selfish

I hate when you ignore me
Is that forbidden feelings
I cry when you despise me
Is that forbidden feelings
I fear that you will leave me
Is that forbidden feelings
Or am i just selfish

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts.
Am i just selfish