C                       Em              D       C        Em    G
I've been trying not to think about it, I can't help it
C                      Em        D            C          Em    G
I know you don't wanna hear from me, but I am selfish .
         C                               Em
It kills me inside that you can drink on Friday nights
G              C           Em   G
Not even pick up the phone
     C                      Em
It amazes me you move on so easily
              D       C                 Em
From someone that you once called home


[Pre-Chorus]
D          C                              Em
I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us
        G            C                        Em        G
Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel
D          C                            Em          D
I know you always fell out love so damn easily, but honestly
        C                            G
I don't think you ever had something real


[Chorus]
Em
Until you met me
                   C
Drinks in New York City
                   G
Ooh, you looked so pretty
                G           D                Em
Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday
                  C
Kissed you on our first date
                G
Somehow, I knew someday
                       G               D      Em
This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go
       C                  G
Oh, I'll spend my whole life
                              D     Em
Missing a part of me, part of me
       C                  G
Oh, I'll spend my whole life
                             D
Hoping your heart is free, heart is free


[Verse 2]
C                          Em        G               C      Em   G
I don't think that this is fair, but I'm still gonna ask it
C                            Em       G              C       Em   G
What if we're still meant to be? Crazier things have happened
         C                           Em
It tears me apart, you can have love in your heart
    G               C      Em    G
And not have to act on it, ah
   C                          Em
It erases me and everything I thought we'd be
     G                C       Em   G
Back when we gave our promise


[Pre-Chorus]
D           C                             Em
I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us
      G               C                             Em   G
Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel
           C                            Em          G
I know you always fell out love so damn easily, but honestly
        C                            G
I don't think you ever had something real


[Chorus]
Em
Until you met me
                   C
Drinks in New York City
                   G
Ooh, you looked so pretty
                G           D                Em
Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday
                  C
Kissed you on our first date
                G
Somehow, I knew someday
                       G              D      Em
This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go


[Bridge]

Do you not dream of me?
 C
'Cause I have visions in my sleep
G                           D   Em
I can't ever find my peace now

Do you wake up alone
    C
And feel an aching in your bones?
G
Or are you happy without me now?


[Chorus]
D                       Em
The first time that you told me
                     C
You thought that you loved me
                G
That bar in the city
                   D
I thought you were drunk
                              Em
But I knew deep down that you meant it
                C
Wish that I had said it
                G
I was scared to let it happen
       D                         Em
But it happened and now I cannot forget it
 C                        G
Oh, I'll spend my whole life
          D                      Em
Missing a part of me, part of me
 C                        G
Oh, I'll spend my whole life
            D                            Em   C   G
Hoping your heart is free, heart is free