C
I'm done with the drinking
                   F     C
Falling flat on my face, wasted
                 F
Away all my good graces
      Am                                        Dm   Am
I just can't find my friends like I'm lost in the party
                  C                        F
I'm done  with the boys who keep causing me pain
C                      F
Poison, when I carry the blame
     Am                               Dm    Am
It's killing me thinking I'll die with nobody


[Pre-Chorus]
F
Now it's all in the past
F
No, I'm not going back


[Chorus]
C                   F            C
Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire
            F       Am
Lately, I'm so damn tired
                  Dm
Of being bad to myself
     Am             Dm
Bad, bad to myself
C                   F           C
Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
            F       Am
Lately, I'm so damn tired
                  Dm
Of being bad to myself
     Am
Bad, bad to myself, yeah


[Verse 2]
               C                  F
I'm done being selfish, my hollow words
C                             F
Lying, scared that I can't be heard
      Am                            Dm    Am
And I need a chance at a real conversation
             C                           F
I'm done overthinking, every step that I take
C                         F
Was it the way that I hesitate?
        Am                           Dm   Am
And I'm dying to feel some real stimulation, hm


[Chorus]
C                   F            C
Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire
            F       Am
Lately, I'm so damn tired
                  Dm
Of being bad to myself
     Am             Dm
Bad, bad to myself
C                   F           C
Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
            F       Am
Lately, I'm so damn tired
                  Dm
Of being bad to myself
     Am
Bad, bad to myself, yeah



[Bridge]
   F
No demon in me that I can't fight
F
Look in the mirror, this is my life
Am
Even through all four seasons
Am
Fighting for my new freedom
   F
No demon in me that I can't fight
F
Look in the mirror, this is my life
Am
Even through all four seasons
Am
Fighting for my new freedom


[Chorus]
C                   F            C
Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire
            F       Am
Lately, I'm so damn tired
                  Dm
Of being bad to myself
     Am             Dm
Bad, bad to myself
C                   F           C
Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
            F       Am
Lately, I'm so damn tired
                  Dm
Of being bad to myself
     Am
Bad, bad to myself, yeah