I wish that I could fall asleep at night
Instead of wondering why I never get it right
So much swirling up inside my head
Of what I didn't do or what I should have said

I don't hate you
I don't hate you
I just hate how much I don't hate you

I don't hate you
I don't hate you
I just hate how much I don't hate you

Two am, then three am, then four (oh)
I'll never sleep again, not like I did before
You're the living nightmare that I always dream about
I can't seem to live without you

I don't hate you
I don't hate you
I just hate how much I don't hate you

God, I want to
Want to hate you
I just hate how much I don't hate you

I don't hate that you call the love bullshit
When you were drunk that night (oh, oh, oh, oh)
I don't hate how much I love you
I don't hate that I cry
And I don't know why oh, why oh, why

(Why oh, why oh, why) I don't hate you
(Why oh, why oh, why) I just hate how much I don't hate you
And I don't hate that I cry (why oh, why oh, why)
God, I want to (oh, why, oh why, oh why)
Want to hate you (why oh, why oh, why)
I just hate how much I don't hate you
(Oh, I hate how much I don't hate you)

I just hate how much I don't hate you
(Hate how much I don't hate you)
I just hate how much I don't hate you
(Hate how much I don't hate you)
I just hate how much I don't hate you