I've never felt as low as I feel tonight
suicide if I choose is just an easy way out

so I fight the good fight prolong what I call life
avoid my dieing by the hand that feels

its hard to live with eternal pain
unless your in the crowd

for me I feel it everyday and night
and don't have the option to look away

a spectator of misery is what you are
pain and misery with which you yield

for the final chapter you sit and wait
exhumed in thought of a breathless end