Messy room around me
Depression dressed the room I sleep in
Something feels special
When I dance to heavy metal

My emotions have been locked away for so long
Don’t know how to let them out
I'm so lost, yeah
I'm so lost, yeah
Yeah

Would you wake up next to me
And let me be your everything
Or not?
Or am I nothing

Belladonna of ecstasy
We’re never more than history
It kills me
I feel like nothing

Tell my heart to rewind
You can’t relive or re-write
Scary moments in time
Depends what's in your mind

My emotions have been locked away for so long
Don’t know how to let them out
I'm so lost yeah
I'm so lost yeah
Yeah

Would you wake up next to me
And let me be your everything
Or not?
Or am I nothing

Belladonna of ecstasy
We’re never more than history
It kills me
I feel like nothing

Love is such a blur
A lens that bends and curves
A picture that allures, you in
Re-enter the cure
Confidence to procure
A love that stings and burns, within

Would you wake up next to me
And let me be your everything
Or not?
Or am I nothing