Dm                       F
I apologize for what I said
                  A#
But I still meant it
  Dm
I know that I live in my head
F                     A#
U won't let me forget it
  Dm
I promised that I tried
    F
But walls don't break
                      A#
And words don't mean enough
  Dm
I swear I never meant
   F                                 A#
To lose my grip on something that I love

[Chorus]
                      Dm
 I'll be laying on my deathbed
F                       A#maj7
 And I'll tell u that I fucked it up
A#                         Dm
 Yeah I'll be laying on my deathbed
          F                           A#maj7
 'Cause I love u but it's not enough

[Verse 2]
     Dm7
 I'm praying something's gonna give
C                     A#
 Yeah I know I feel it
         Dm7
 And the pendulum is gonna swing
C                     A#
And rotate the seasons
  Dm
I promise that I'll try
   C                         A#
To be a person u deserve at all
      Dm
Cause maybe if I change
        C                           A#
You'll let me in when I wanna come home

[Chorus]
                       Dm
 I'll be laying on my deathbed
C                        A#
 And I'll tell u that I fucked it up
                            Dm
 Yeah I'll be laying on my deathbed
           C                         A#
 'Cause I love u but it's not enough

[Instrumental]
A#maj7 Dm C A#
Dm7 C A#maj7 A#

[Outro]
   Dm
I promised that I tried
    C
But walls don't break
                         A#
And words don't mean enough
   Dm
I swear I never meant
    C                                A#
To lose my grip on something that I love